Date. 11.o2.o3 Sunday

Mood.

Blastin. *][ Hyori ][ Just One 1o Minutes ][ *

[[ Sigh ]]

In a way.. I think it's better that I'm not going to Dong Boo for a while.. I know not everyone there would be so happy to see me.. or should I say.. mostly everyone won't be so happy to see me.. I just wish things could go back to the way they used to be. You know.. when everyone was happy and shiet...  Oh well >.< I just hope everything between Young Keun and Young Sil work out good.. Even though in a way.. I'm hurt and shiet I'll be mm kay.. I'm happy for them. I really am.. Ok, so what if it's a lie? I want to be happy for them.. I honestly really do. I want to be able to be happy for them. But.. in a way.. I miss Young Keun. And I think I miss him more than I think, which even to me is suprising [[ sigh ]] but I'll be mm kay.. I just have to get used to everything that's going on around me.. and then.. I'll be mm kay for sure :] It just takes time.. that's all. They say it's not that simple and easy.. I hope they're wrong.. all of 'em. I think of Young Sil like my sister.. my real sister.. I just wish I was as close to my step sisters this way.. I wished they'd accept Jesus as their Savior and come live with us.. I wish all my relatives would do that.. I miss my uncle.. even though I've never even met him.. or talked to him.. I miss him. I wish I went to Korea with my dad when he went.. then I would've had my chance to meet him before he past away.. but it's too late now.  After that letter he gave me.. I cried. I cried harder than I've ever cried before.. he says I'm beautiful.. he says I would've been a great niece if only he got to meet me.. I'll treasure his letter forever.. I love you Eeh moh boo...  Well I besta go.. Young Sil unnie's online.. she says she came home early just to talk to me  What a great unnie.. see what I mean? I really hope everything turns out mm kay.. if not.. I don't know what I'll do..

xoxo <333 you!

* ][ LiL MiNhEe ][ *

Date. 11.o1.o3 Sunday

MoOd.  

Blastin. * ][ Kiss ][ Because I'm a Girl ][ *

Hey you!

Bleh.. it's Sunday and once again here I am stuck at home..  This really sux! No on is even online.. well maybe a few.. but all of 'em are on away and they won't be back until later.. waaay later!  This really sux! There is not a single thing to do around here.. Krissy is out with her family since they're having their family reunion thing today.. and Ines and ilena are out with s'm friends.. Tori isn't home.. and.. I can't even go to that hayride thing they're havin at Waxahachie Bible Church tonight! ARG!  [[ thinks ]] What in the world can I do around here and actually have s'm fun?! [[ lightbulb ]] Ah Ha~! I'm 'bout ta call Jennifer :] boyyy... aren't I smart?  Actually.. why didn't I think of that earlier?! Ok.. so that makes me stupid...  so what? I am still pleased with myself for thinking 'bout callin Jenny..  at least I did think of it instead of not thinkin of it at all.. right?  Well.. I'll update s'm more laturz Imma 'bouts ta go call!

xoxo <333 you!

* ][ LiL MiNhEe ][ *